I will not lie to you that all kinds of trauma that you have experienced will disappear immediately
There is no such magic can do except have amnesiac

But it’s okay
Really
it’s okay

That build you
The script you are playing or the script you have played
Build your character

It is just a script
you choose to play
It is just a script
you choose to play

you can choose
if you keep choosing the same thing
that means: you enjoy
It’s okay
sometimes is painfully enjoyable
but you eventually will know what serves you the best
It requires some patience and numbness until you decide to choose differently

There are characters in the another path waiting for you

LET ME GO